┈∞╬不曾拥有未尝失去╬∞┈个人日记

┈∞╬不曾拥有未尝失去╬∞┈

个人日记

很深的夜晚，任思绪飘飞，在这无人低语，无人倾听的午夜，喃喃独语。难舍难分，只是未到分开的时候。一直在想：缘起缘灭，花开花落，都是命定的。总有那么一天，结束该结束的，开始该开始的。谁也强求不了，谁也抵挡不住。生命中总有一些机缘，无法寻求公平与否。

有一些人，你怎么想也走不进他的内心，即使靠得再近，也听不到他的心之曲，有一些人，离得再远，你仍占据他的全心。听一些忧伤的歌曲，仿佛感伤的风，柔柔的掠过耳际。一切都变得迷糊起来，恍惚如同隔世，看也看不清。于是不得不承认，有一些东西已经远离了视线,却还有一些东西占据着我们的心，满满的，横在心扉，谁也走不进去。

曾经有过太多的盼想和渴望，也品尝了无数次的失落与感伤，方知希望越多，失望越深。我已经不想遥远的未来，不想设计所谓的美好，太虚，真的，我只要每一个现在。而我相信，生命的时空里，总会留有一些情感和人是属于自己的。

这越来越苍老的岁月，已经失去添脂抹粉的兴致。文字也被人苛责过多，失去了提笔的本能，真的，这渐渐走失的灵感，曾为一个人怀满激情，也曾因这个人的责备，雅兴全无。老到再写不下关于爱情的文字，方知爱情易老，连同渐渐荒凉的心情......

午夜,总被一些不安,一些焦虑,甚至一些人所打破沉静的心情，却再激不起半点波澜，几许灵感。文字在自己的手中不曾成熟，却早早苍老了。不曾想过为谁留下只言片语，只是这一时半刻的迷糊的心情，胡乱涂鸦，任它高山水流，岁月无情。

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