╰★☆ぁ*╮思念★是一场★荒芜的梦╭☆ぁ★╯

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    一些忧伤的曲调，在寂静的夜空，随着我的手指四处飘荡，思绪，关于过往的影影迹迹开始变得迷跌起来，心伤了，暗夜总是凄凉，寂寞是那一片唯一未曾凋零的涩涩的叶子，总悬挂与无奈的枝头，点缀着我的不眠。心，早已经寒冷了几个冬季，其实曾经以为，这个冬天不太冷，因为有你给我的爱，足以让我抵御寒风，温暖一生。执着的相信着梦里永恒不变的爱情，望着镜子里的自己，眼神越发迷离，往日的娇媚容颜，却不复曾经的美丽，取而代之的是几丝疲惫，几丝苍白.. 从无边无际的噩梦里醒来，静守着一室的灯光，却再也难以入睡，千丝万缕的情总是剪不断，理还乱，心再次碎在这凄冷的夜，荒凉的风情，斜插了一段寂寞，细碎的悲伤，是否也能感应暗夜里佳人独自神伤？
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    情感的城池，被眼前过往的峰烟一烧再烧，梦里始终都是你的影子，来来回回，看着暗夜里憔悴的精灵，沉溺与过去的那些烟花旧梦，睁眼为伤，闭眼为殇，旧事依依，斑驳在岁月里，相思生苔，长满你的心。编织过无数春梦，憧憬过许多美丽，到最后才发现自始至终都是一个人的春梦，恍惚到让人睁不开眼，那份对你的浓烈的无法化开的爱，在这谎言遍地的年月，显得弥足珍贵，可是你，毫不犹豫的把它洒在风里。因为相遇，总以为红尘最美，总是期待手扶扶桑，将最苦涩的等待换成最美丽的誓言，并使之永恒，也曾想用我千般柔情，网住你的心，陪伴你渡过漫漫长夜，用最暖的爱温暖你冰冷的心。　
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    梦里梦外，思念的文字，不知道为你写了多少，抖落下满身的荒芜，如花飞洒，只把柔情缱绻的爱对你诉说，满腹的忧伤轻轻隐藏。你是身影一直遥远而模糊，轻绕着我的心，不离不弃，多少良辰美景，多少梦里飞花，多少情爱缱绻，多少耳语轻言，缠绕着我，沉浸在有你的美梦里，不愿再醒。轻扫窗外，冷月如勾，在寂静的长夜描画你的归期，心一片茫然，我将如何面对你的冷漠，一如既往的柔情似水？还是假装一脸的淡然？纵使心里热情似火，也要将你快要熄灭的爱火点燃。可是，我能么？情意萧索，尝尽世间苦，可我无悔，深闺里，寂寞又如何？错误又如何，执着的守望着自己的期待，执着的纠缠于自己的思念，无奈却也无怨..
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    走一程，回望一眼，辗转难眠之后，旧事依然在梦里清晰沉淀，只是那是你许给我的海誓山盟，却早已在你的冷漠里纷纷散落成荒草落花，斑驳了久藏的美梦，于过往的云烟处，惊醒我独自刻画的两情相悦的美梦。纷扰的尘世里忧伤如昨，寂寞横扫整个夜空，读着空间温暖的文字，给无边的凄冷平添一丝惆怅，当年毫不犹豫为你斩断翅膀，不再飞翔，谁知今昔何昔？一个人守着暗夜，把寂寥清唱？闭上眼，看时光掠影，枕着你如诗如幻的名字，沉入一场寂寥的梦中，亲吻着你的脸，听着你均匀的呼吸，是梦，不要醒，是爱，不要停，万般柔情成过往，一切尽在不言中。孤单中沉醉一颗淡漠的心，寂寞如烟般慢慢散去，只是喜欢静谧的夜晚，手捧一杯红酒，摇曳我的相思，今夜，是否会来我的梦里？我就是我，一个诗一般，梦一般的小女人，淡漠如烟，美丽如雪..
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