我不快乐

个人日记

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我---不---快---乐
天犹寒，水犹寒
不知道什么时候起，自己变得这么伤感，只知道，为什么我活的这么累，身边的人，身边的事，甚至有时候无法面对自己，每天重复着同样的生活，不知道什么时候，爱上了安静。

爱上了沉默。是否自己已经变了，是时间变了，也许吧，我一直以为自己是个很坚强的人，但其实我并没有想像中的那么坚强，我喜欢，把泪藏在心里，我要微笑面对任何一件突如其来的事。有时候，突然间从梦里惊醒，然后莫名奇妙的想大哭。

一切都是莫名其妙。 身边的人来来去去， 感受他们身上淡淡的味道。 为何都带有一丝丝忧愁呢。 我希望生活简单。 讨厌复杂。 但是现在的生活也不复杂， 为何却让我讨厌， 厌恶， 恶心。

忘记了从什麽时候起， 内心变得很脆弱。也许发生在我们身边的事事非非。我只有保持沉默。心里好难受，心里好疼好疼。觉得心里好委屈，总告诉自己要坚强， 要忍， 眼泪却还是不争气的掉了， 掉下的是泪？

却心里有说不出的滋味！ 觉得自己好堕落好想逃避这样的生活 ，想过离开！可我不能！我过的并不快乐！

也不幸福 我拼命的想幸福！可幸福却离我越来越远 我哭了， 谁知道？　



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