装满悲伤的壳

情感

我可以笑着和别人分享我的快乐，却不能哭着向别人倾诉我的痛苦。我就像一只蜗牛，背着装满悲伤的壳，独自走在人生的漫漫长路上。

很多人都说我性格开朗，就像一朵向日葵，总是给人一种积极阳光的感觉。然而他们都忽略了一点，虽然面向太阳的脸在微笑着，但是没有被太阳照耀到的地方依旧黑暗。我可以很开朗，但也会有心情郁闷的时候，只是我选择把所有负面的情绪自己一力承担，把笑容留给别人，把眼泪留给自己。

我并不没有抱着给别人带来快乐，把难过留给自己的伟大想法，只是认为没有人会愿意和我一起分担我所承受的一切，又何必把阴暗的心情暴露在大家眼前呢？我也希望能够有一个人替我排忧解难，但是很遗憾，这个人还没有出现，所以我只能独自背负。

蜗牛身上的壳是它的家，而我身上的壳却装满了悲伤。这个壳越来越沉重了，让我渐渐升起一股不安。我害怕有人打碎我的壳，把我的伤痛暴露在所有人的面前，无论到时候大家是同情我受过的苦，还是指责我做戏骗人，都不是我想要看到的情况。我小心翼翼地掩盖悲伤，戴上开朗的面具，一点一点地向前挪动，不在乎行走的速度缓慢，只在意不能让人发现我的伪装。

我背着装满悲伤的壳前进，一路上遇到很多被我开朗的外表骗到的人，也遇到想要刺探真相的人，却没有一个人真心想要和我分担悲伤的重量。也许这辈子都会如此度过，不能奢望有一天会遇见一个替我扛起重担的人，只能独自啃食悲伤了。
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