五月的回忆 心灵的伤痛
个人日记
年少的梦里，你是一轮圣洁的皓月，形影相依，却又遥不可及。
心灵的深处，你是一泓娟娟溪流，横恒千年，依然梦魂相牵。
在梦里，我点燃了我的青春，妄想以这一点萤光，映衬你的辉煌；在心底，我绽放了我的生命，渴望用这一腔热忱，博取你的芳心。
天空，大地，是你匿身的地方。时间相伴，有我你的记忆在回放。满心欢喜，我在爱恋的沃土里耕耘，春发了芽，夏开了花，你却只在远处微笑着回眸。哦，神圣的，你那回眸一笑，于我已是莫大的恩泽！热血沸腾，我期待着妙笔生花，可秋落了叶，冬飞了雪，你只在高处轻轻地挥手。哦，神圣的，你这挥手一别，于我又是怎样的煎熬？
只因一个卑微的心愿，我已在你身后——追随千年。无数的星辰，都成过去，唯有你，是我心中——永恒的日月！
心灵的深处，你是一泓娟娟溪流，横恒千年，依然梦魂相牵。
在梦里，我点燃了我的青春，妄想以这一点萤光，映衬你的辉煌；在心底，我绽放了我的生命，渴望用这一腔热忱，博取你的芳心。
天空，大地，是你匿身的地方。时间相伴，有我你的记忆在回放。满心欢喜，我在爱恋的沃土里耕耘，春发了芽，夏开了花，你却只在远处微笑着回眸。哦，神圣的，你那回眸一笑，于我已是莫大的恩泽！热血沸腾，我期待着妙笔生花，可秋落了叶，冬飞了雪，你只在高处轻轻地挥手。哦，神圣的，你这挥手一别，于我又是怎样的煎熬？
只因一个卑微的心愿，我已在你身后——追随千年。无数的星辰，都成过去，唯有你，是我心中——永恒的日月！
连绵的阴雨天，倒春寒，还间着一点点雪珠。沉香屑，东风鼓吹的五月，梦不飞，柳絮还远在季节之外。你的心总是森严的城堡，透不进熹微的光亮，重门深锁。
那又何必，许我婉约的小夜曲，弹唱甜蜜的黑暗，悄悄话一样的黎明？我醉了，岁月是一杯陈酒，一口饮尽，借着酒劲，我且横跨天河，迎你在孟婆的汤锅前，衣袂飘飞。追随千年；
风雨如晦，我总记得你脸上阳光灿烂，心里万顷良田。那么肥沃的情感呵，常常被青春的无知作践。禾苗青青，水色山光里，我常常拉开你心的拉链，呼啦啦一阵风来，漫山遍野，爱情的洪波涌起，直达天庭，连上帝都微笑着皱眉。
可是，什么时候，你伤心着退避，躲进夜的深处，弃绝光明？是我捣碎了月光的歌谣，引来了远方的流沙漫起，刹那间覆雨翻云，颠覆了所有美丽的诺言和纯真的幻梦；还是，这本就是无边无际的雨季，寒湿了的，不仅仅是春天。
我总想画一朵报春花，偏爱红色，伞形花絮。一朵就是春天，映在你干涩的双眼，便化做一池春江。再借后羿的弓箭，串九颗太阳，溶烧你剥落的心锁。咔哒一下，放出幽禁的魂魄。爱，不便说出，那就哗啦啦铺开五月，花开遍野，开放的声音就当做铜锣铁鼓，铿铿锵锵的宣言。呵，五月的爱情，像热辣辣的锣鼓喧天，却隐在姹紫嫣红的温柔娇俏里，不便明言。
缘分五月
2012.5.1書于松江北岸
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