Life goes by your dream

个人日记

      How far is ten thousand kilometres ? How far is twenty months ? How far is form my heart to yours ? It is  considered as far seriously but nearby in fact .I promiss that you have never been out of my mind ,although it just sometimes be remind .Manco .

      I dreamed of you again last night . I remenbered clearly that you moved beside my living room .You always noblest, well-bred and sexy .I couldn't help waiting outside you room every night but failed to meet you .One night , you knock at my door at 1 oclock , dressing a pink nighty and without any face-painting .You took a tender smile and looked at me silently .At that time ,I hardly can take my breath glidingly .You suddenly enfolded me with a kiss to my lip while i standing there as if in a trance .Generally considering ,i would rather the time stop going forever that moment .Somehow ,reminded something and turn round to go........  I did wake up ,at the next moment .

      I focused on the wall with silence in the dark night .I reminded lots of things happened between us previously .I remenbered that we attracted each other for looking forward to the same view and kept  thinking with the same way at the first time we met .I remenbered that you had promised that you would take a celebration on christmas eve in China this years no matter what happen .I remenbered that you would rather give up your whole family to get back to me in China rather than live a aristocratic life . I remenbered the tears out of our syes on 7th July .I remenbered the "clear on 7th July" . I remenbered every moment when you were happy or sad especially the time you were living a gloomy live in the hospital for your operation .I remenbered your regards ,your appreciation , your suggestion , your smile .

      How are you doing at present ? How is everything going ? How about your life ? I really care about you .You Said we will be the confidant all the time . You said you will give my best regards forever .Do you know that i was surprised but upset badly when I received the E-mail last month for which you sent me one years ago ? I nearly bursted to tears .I don't konw that i always take up such an important position in your heart in fact .But there is nothing I can rescure until the time turn back to the previous days .It is expected that one sentense is always concealed in my heart never be out of my mouth that is I love you .I really have been loving you .That's what is I should say . I think it is not too late because later better than never .Hope you live a happy life .  

      There would be something always nice in this world ,that is the one who or which you always expecting but have never caught till the end of your life .As we know,it is named "The pity of niceness" .It seems as Venus ,but the difference is without obtaining or losing ,taking a expectancy on the way forever.

      All my life is silent as streamy feelings..........


 

文章评论

清泉女

[ft=,2,]来得早不如来得巧,坐沙发了,还是外国进口沙发,[em]e113[/em][/ft]

木兮

[em]e178[/em] 看得断断续续,不过还是明了大意。

闲花

[ft=,2,]向来缘浅 奈何情深[/ft]

星期二的小葱

[ft=,2,]这么年轻就这么大的感概!还要用英文表达,看的大家一头雾水的[em]e134[/em][/ft]

萱子Psy

你让我想到了海涅,他在临终的那一刻抱着女神维纳斯的雕塑失声痛哭,"我的女神在哪里?"但也在这一刻他发现原来女神也是断臂的.有些爱情只是种情绪,其实人并没有那么深情,我看到了你很深的"水仙花情结",你会把对自己的爱投射到对方身上,可是,你真的知道什么是爱吗?爱是了解的渴望,爱是对对方积极的关注,你爱这朵花,所以你就会给她浇水让她成长,而并非单纯的欣赏.恰恰因为你无私的照顾,你的花对你来说就是世界上独一无二的.爱是劳动与付出啊~激情被瞬间点燃,那是暂时的狂热的诱惑.

萱子Psy

李子勋认为,现在离婚率的骤然上升与婚前太浪漫有很大关系.他笑言:其实最好的做法是慢慢浪漫.婚前婚后太过明显的落差,人自然忍受不了.当前无论电影还是电视,我们都会看到两人战胜重重阻挠终于有情人终成眷属,把痴情标榜成了伟大.但是呢,咱来做个想象,灰姑娘好不容易与王子在一起了,可是她的生活习惯改得了吗?,宫廷的规矩是否禁锢了她心中的自由?王子是否会搞婚外恋?哈,生活本就是实际的,顺其自然是说,我们静静地接受生活本来的样子,把爱定位在过程里,那么幸福就是永恒的.一个人构建爱情的乌托邦,你只是在爱自己.纠结时,静静地放下,然后学会用心去爱,清明地爱自己爱别人爱世界.幸福,就是那么简单~

路飞

[ft=,2,] 爱情是一种很神圣的东西,每个人都渴望遇到自己的小王子和小公主,可能并不是最奢华的,但有他相伴,一切似乎都变得很奇妙,终其一生,又有几人能够真正体会到其中滋味,虽然是遗憾的缘分,但又何尝不是一种心酸的甜蜜呢?只愿岁月静好,各得其所。[/ft]

[ft=,2,]合适自己的才重要,遇上了就算柴盐油米,也是一种淡淡的幸福。浪漫只是生活的调合剂,不是全部。。[/ft]

悦己

[ft=,2,] 随风而逝[/ft] [ft=,2,] 一万里有多遥远呢?一年零八个月又有多漫长呢?你我心与心之间又有多远的距离呢?听起来很远,事实上却很近。虽然很少提及你,但我可以毫不犹豫地说你从未走出我的内心,我亲爱的Manco。 昨晚,我梦到了你。直到现在,我依然能够清楚地记起,在梦中,你向我的卧室缓缓走来。你总是那么的高贵优雅,散发着迷人的气息,当然,你也是一位性感女神。我无法控制思念的脚步,日夜在你的门外徘徊,却始终难觅芳踪。那天晚上,你穿着粉色的睡衣,素颜净面,温柔的笑意挂在脸上,就那样,静静的看着我,宛如月桂女神从天而降。那一刻,恍若惊世,我甚至无法呼吸。忽然,你走上来给了我一个深情的拥抱,你的吻落在我的唇上,我惊呆了,一时间愣在那里。那一刻,真希望时间就此停住。。。 然而,我醒了。黑暗中,我静静地凝望着墙壁,任往事流淌。还记得第一次见面吗?我们惊人一致的观点与方式,深深地吸引了彼此。还记得,你说今年的平安夜你会在中国度过;还记得,你说情愿放弃贵族生活,即使放弃家人,也要和我在一起;还记得,七夕那天,你晶莹的泪水和那首《七月七日晴》。我记得我们在一起的每一个幸福的点滴与每一段悲伤的回忆,我当然也不会忘记,你住院手术那段日子的低落与沮丧;我记得你祝福的话语,记得你坚定的欣赏,记得你中肯的建议,我更会记得,你纯真的笑脸。 有时候我回想,远隔千山万水的你,现在正在做什么呢?是否一切安康?我真的很在意你是否幸福。你说过,无论何时,我们都要有信心。你说,你会一直给予我最美好的祝福。但是你可知道,直到上个月我收到你一年前写给我的邮件那一刻,我是多么的震惊,多么的难过?!眼泪简直要忍不住奔涌而出。我居然不知道,在你心里,我原来早已占据了如此重要的位置。但是一切都无可挽回,除非时光倒流。但是,那一句话,那三个字,却一直在我的心里,从未道出,即使曾经我是那样的深爱过你。往事已矣,唯祝你比我幸福。 这世上总有些美好的东西,譬如某些人,或某些事;然而这些美好却往往穷尽一生也难以拥有。这或许就是所谓维纳斯的缺憾之美吧。不同却在于,她无关得失,只存在于我们美好的希望之中。 就让我的生命在沉默中静静流淌。。。[/ft]

悦己

[ft=,2,]自从我翻译了,就再没人看了,伤心呢~[/ft]