==★★风；在刮，雨；在下，心在滴血★★==
个人日记
五一，八年前的这样一个节日，农历【四月初四】从不愿麻烦别人的妈妈在这一天离我们而去，窗外，狂风，雨在下，此时的我，没有家人相聚的喜悦，也没有膝下子女的陪伴，形单孤影，凄凄楚楚，只想穿越时空，向天堂跪拜，万箭穿心，眼中噙满泪水，凄凄楚楚遥寄哀思，内心缕缕伤情，拂不去心灵上的阴影，思念的伤痛永系我心；
妈妈生前最喜欢花开的季节，女儿特意去了景山公园，拍下了牡丹花开的景色，看到来来往往欣赏牡丹花开的人群，恍如母亲伫立于眼前，那惨烈的局面记忆犹新，泪眼涟涟，感受的却是草木悲鸣，哀乐阵阵，人间爱有千万种，只有妈妈的爱诚朴。无私、无怨、无悔，为我们子女奉献着您的一生；而我只能在痛苦中后悔着，为何没有好好珍惜母女情缘，去珍惜孝敬您的好时光，思念之情难以割舍，报答之心生生世世记惦。
此刻；心中无法释怀的悲凉，感恩父母的养育，追忆逝去的日子，泪光中萦绕着父亲、母亲沧桑的人生,不想再让妈妈操心，不想絮叨女儿思念，孤单的悲伤情怀，不想展示脆弱内心，只想缅怀天堂的妈妈，祝福我天堂的父亲母亲,一切安好！妈妈放宽心，今生，来世，我一定还会是您的女儿！求佛；日月在轮回，生命在延续，让我心静纯如净土度过余生。。。。。
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这个时间，记忆犹新，止不住的泪，回忆着，失去妈妈那一刻发不出声音的沙哑和眼中的哀鸣！如今活着的人想已去的人会比死还要痛苦；看到身边人有爸妈的幸运，羡慕伤感不已；许久，许久；妈妈的牵挂只能来自天堂的梦幻中，就这样，我再也打不开心锁，常想；如果，我有一天在这样孤单冷清的房子里没有了气息，会不会在这一生的祈求中感动天和地，让我与妈妈团聚，是否有人也会这样忆起，念起；知我此生的悲哀！
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