change myself

  When I first saw you, I knew it was real . I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel. That wasn’t me,let me show you the way.I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today.I remember when I first looked into your eyes .It was like God was there, heaven in the skies.I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt.But I didn’t know I made everything worse . If you loved me as much as you said you did . But you didn’t care when push came to shove .if you loved me. Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit.Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me.The thought of that just shatters my heart.It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart. Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you.Without you, everything seems strange.but your name is forever planted in my brain. What about when you looked into my eyes.Told me you still loved me.As you would hugged me .I guess everything you said was a lie.I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.Now I’m not even a thought in your mind . I had a special feeling about you .I guess everything you said was a lie .Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy. I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying.Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying.

What can I do, to make it right .Falling so hard so fast this time.What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I don't want to say goodbye. Everything's changed, we never knew .How did I fall in love with you?