女人心事

个人日记

有一种叫做心瘾的东西,总是在失去自我的时刻,徒步在
光阴曲折的线端间回首时恍然发现自己走到危险的边缘。
因为人性的复杂遭受的情困和烦愁于是走进周而复始的爱
与恨、不知疲惫的痛苦与迷失中。站在时光的驿道上,万
家灯火里摇曳踌躇,尘封已久的无奈不再隐匿,一条血泪
交加的心路,蜿蜒曲折中荆棘丛生坎坷密布,偶遇大雨倾
盆沼泽泥泞,走得异常颠簸疲惫艰辛劳顿。表面豁达的人
生里蕴藏着浮华之后的凉薄,或许是心中淤积太长时间的
某种情绪,辛酸拼凑着记忆的碎片道不尽心声,颓废的字
眼蔓延笔下,酸涩的笔触涂抹满目疮
痍,是与非归结为宿命。

 

心中无比失落的时候,习惯畅游浩瀚无边网络徘徊,静静
地独处,在这里可以能够随意挥洒放逐喜怒哀乐,蕴藉了
自己的心灵一份空明!在文字里舔舐那些细细密密的伤痛,
一句句浸满了苦与泪却不能对旁人诉说。仿佛只有文字才
能真正释放内心的真实,在空旷的夜色中照耀心房放纵自
由的呼吸与舒展。文字好象精灵总是在我的灵魂里不停的
跳舞,从来没有停过,让我不管红尘有多深,世俗有多累,
我的心房确是因着这份温暖而充溢了芳香。一直都是在文
字里以拙笨的方式借着这点点笔墨,饱蘸着自己婉转的心
事,回应着自己内心深处一种最真实的温情回望铭记,一
句句话语表达的是我心灵的轻颤,倾吐出心中的那些暗伤
及内心厚结的阴霾,然后再找一个轻松放弃的理由去寻求
一种心情之美。记录自己的心痛、纠结、无奈、点点滴滴
的心事历程,密密麻麻的情绪游离,失意彷徨在文字的释
放中缓解了渐渐趋于平静,引领时常闪光在踌躇与困顿的
我走向愉悦和从容,让浮躁宁静在悠远的遐思里也是重敛
精神让生活远离阴霾。经常会有一些自轻自贱的人卑鄙龌
龊的言行,觉得孰不可忍的鲁莽残忍真的是没有意思,请
深入的盘点自己心灵思索安分守己的行为,不要因为语不
择人扰了别人的平静。经历了太多的人情冷暖世事沧桑,
我仍会将善良的本性,真诚的品质释放在生活的空间。经
历过也算是一种收获吧,留下的痛苦不留在心头都让文字
带过。

 

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