落绿

        why?tell me why ?why i have endured so much to earn money so that i can find a room for myself,i can still study in my  school.but everything has change since my words i decide to transfer,i decide to give up,which i persist so long.my tears almost came out as i said it, i love my school ,i love my friends, i want to go to college,but why i have to give up my dream i persist too long.i used to think as i find a job i will be able to come true my dream,but fact is cruel, i am beat down.the reason is not only i dont have enough money but my family is in a bad economy.i dont want to be cruel enjoy my life,only care about my own dream, but make my parents exhuaste,forget my family'dream.i have grown up , i cant be so self  but forget my father have abided 10 years in america,how can i keep giving him more troubles more toil? shouldnt i be a good daughter to think for them,dont give them any more press, try to help them.if sacrificing my stupid persistent can help my family,wont it be nice. though at that time my tears are ready,i know heartache wont go long and tears will stop one day, stop in my heart.i will always be happy .why ? i tell you the reason,i dont want always be a trouble , i want to help ,i want to tell everyone i have grown up.living alone doesnt mean independence.living in parents' house doesnt mean dependence.the reason is i have grown up i need to think more for my family,not stubbornly do what i want any more.i only hope sorrow wont go will too long,i love everything i have got.

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