甜甜---孤独心情
心田如原
一个人摸索着陌生却又有点熟悉的网络。就这样一个人，不想说话，对着电脑发泄着。手胳膊好疼，磨的好酸。想着的那些的不愉快，好象是昨天又好象是很久很久以前。想哭，却有哭不出来，心情依旧很低落。
朋友说：“女人，爱哭·爱笑·爱闹的你已经成为我们的习惯，可是你不哭·不闹·也不笑，让我们害怕。”唉！是的，我也开始害怕这个样子的自己，很陌生，很压抑，很冷，冷到自己心发寒……亲爱的好姐姐，真的不要过于担心，其实我已经发现今天比起前段时间好多了，至少开始会真正的笑了，嘻嘻~
前天把这首{我是否也在你心中}放进了空间，其实现在没有勇气听了，只是怕听伤感的歌曲，其实不明白为什么怕，一直就是这样很不了解自己，很多问题问自己既然能够问到无语。原来自己的那种性格从来就没有改变过，喜欢把自己逼哭或者喜欢逼得自己快发疯。
把头发散开来，闻着发间的香气。感到心里好像有一个洞，没有底的洞。蔓延着空虚。该笑的时候没有快乐，该哭的时候没有眼泪，该相信的时候没有诺言。我都不清楚自己到底在等待什么，应该要去做什么？
我抱住自己，把脸埋起来，我不想去触碰，我想逃，我在自己的黑色深渊里沉沦，我在等待救赎，但是我怕醒来过后是更多的忏悔。几天以来，怎么会这么固执的糊涂，怎么会这么糊涂的执著。怎么会，道理都懂，依然愚蠢。
真不知道还能够对自己说些什么了，懊恼·自私·无能·失败······
唉....不说了，睡觉..祝我好梦吧
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