随心欲语

碎情思小精灵

心随欲语

作者：烟云幽梦

时光荏苒，过往的一切早已褪色，苍白了岁月的痕迹。生命中不断有人进出或离去，蓦然回首间，湿润了谁的双眸。旧日时光的眸光凝注了谁的笑脸，又在似水流连里，遗忘了谁？

每一夜闭上双眼，莫名的思绪扰乱我的清梦，千思万绪，执笔却写不出只言片字。多雨的季节，这座小城一次次被大雨冲刷沐浴，尘埃却顽强的一次次在雨后滋生蔓延，炙热的夏季并没有因为大雨而凉爽些许，反而多了些许惆怅，于是时常徘徊于黑夜，看着微黄的路灯下孤单的人群，回首着曾经走过的路，当时光老去，只剩下斑驳的画面，心油然而生的悲戚，再铭心刻骨的往事在岁月面前也不过如此。生命中的相遇无法用寥寥数句来形容，生命中的离别也总是那般让人淬不及防，也许这就是人生，有了相聚的喜悦，便有了离别的哀愁，初相见时人面桃花的惊艳，来年却是物是人非的落寞。

写了多少日记，也删走了多少，而今却不知道该写些什么，搁浅了那些伤感往事，便无法指尖飞扬的源头。或许那段阴霾不再了，经年后回眸往昔，也许会觉得经年前的自己是多么的无知，才知道原来是自己在扼杀自己青春的刽子手。而感情便是扼杀自己手中的利刃。生命的长河源源不断的流着，在这条成长的道路上，一路的走着，一路的悲歌，一路的遗失最初的自己，一直在演绎着一个配角，也忘记了自己究竟需要的是什么。忘记那最初的悸动。。

没有情感的负累，也没有最初那种风轻云淡的感觉，也不想如痴如醉的流连于文字的世界，面对现实突然间觉得文字是多么的苍白无力。曾以为那些记忆里那永不褪色的画卷，在那年的雨季里也潮湿了画面，褪了色，任时光腐蚀，溃烂，最终了无痕迹。了无一切的茫然。在那些月光倾洒的长夜里，我站在楼顶，看那遥远的星光，看似很远，却又似乎很近，看那些人很近，却似乎离自己很远。

夜色阑珊，我揽住一缕月光，沉此夜清梦，别无念想。

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