假如生命的机遇真有轮回你会开心幸福吗**##@
个人日记
这几日里,不知道为什么,总是会想起太多。连着早已经被遗忘了的,也被一一记起。想起从前,想起那些脉脉温语留存在心间的感动和温暖,心里便久久的无语。生命的意义在于且行且珍惜。
或许,是年关将近的缘故吧,每每这样的时刻,总是会有那么些不情愿在心里滋长开来。握不住的过去,困扰于心的现在,捉摸不定的未来,常常像一团迷雾般把我围困起来,想要逃窜,却又会在生活的迷宫里遗失了航向,乱错了方寸。
只有静静的,一个人坐在阳台吹着风,与往事闲聊时,才会想起要去寻找一些曾经的蛛丝马迹。无奈的思绪,在素衣锦年里迷离,竟是错落有致的难过。常常会觉得自己就像是寒冷夜色里的风,冰凉刺骨,冷寂柔弱,来去飘浮,无影无踪,无人知晓,亦无人关注。
其实,我只是,一直很喜欢安静而已。很多时候,愿意呆在属于自己的空间里,钟情着设计清雅的格调。在宁静而又幽然的居所里,独品孤单。想要有一处独好的风景,放逐恬淡的心境。不想与喧嚣为伍,不乐与繁杂为伴罢了。
然,流年似水,握不住的指尖繁花,恰似陌上冰霜,总是会在去去来来的不经意间消融,一如风化和忧伤。捡拾起来的过往,支离破碎,力不从心。得得失失,纠缠成结。回不去的过去,走不进的未来,像一张网,牢牢的将一切笼罩,零散成迷,惶惑着不安和迷茫。
终是明了,去的已经去了,来的尽管来着,这去来的中间,不管我们怎么努力,都不能力挽狂澜,也不管我们选择用什么样的心情去面对,所有的发生,已然成真,再也回不到初始的原点。
潇湘红尘,心心念念,一帧帧温香柔语的写意,似乎还在昨天,却又极近遥远。所有誓言谎言,躲藏在真实的后面,不敢上前。那些缘深缘浅,退却在路途的遥远面前,沟壑难填。
于是,学着宽容,学会放手。并且深情许诺着,我会好好过。在心里挪出一个位置,用精巧的琉璃筑了房子,让记忆,临水而居。不再去想,所有的山寒水瘦,风生水起。
然后,答应朋友们的应允,开一道窗,在心里种下阳光,晾晒所有的潮湿,相约温暖,守候在每个明媚的清晨,让生命的路,一直向阳。与向日葵一起,在倔强中成就坚强,在蔚蓝色的天幕下,开出最耀眼最绚烂的繁华......
如若,生命的际遇真有轮回,我会用心记着今生里每一程的点点滴滴。会记得每一次的相逢和相遇,会铭记每一份感动和温情,会珍藏每一个微笑和愉悦的表情,会和所有的相知相惜约定一个印记,不在来生里走失。
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