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我拿什么爱我所处的国家

红尘中的真和尚

本来是想用《我拿什么爱我的祖国》或者《我拿什么爱我的国家》做题的，可是反复琢磨都觉不妥。
    Is originally want to use "I love my motherland" or "I love my country, to solve the problem. But thinking is wrong again and again.

因为在中国，国家是政府的，不是人民的。人民脚下的每一寸土地都是政府的，包括住宅房基与墓地都是要花钱买的。所以国家不属于我的，我就没有必要以主人身份标榜自己是国家的主人。
    Because in China, the country's government, not the people. The people at the foot of every inch of land is a government, including the residential building and the cemetery, is to spend money on. So countries do not belong to me, I don't need to master identity flaunt oneself is the master of the country.

我赤手空拳来到这个国度，喝着毒奶粉，吃着毒大米和地沟油长大的孩子，考学时又被别人占去被录取的名额，身体健康受到损害，心灵遭受严重打击，你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    I came to this country with his bare hands, drinking milk, eating poison children raised in the rice and cooking oil, is a again when KaoXue admission quota, damage to health, heart suffered a serious blow, you say, you let me take what to love my country?

我没有经济靠山，凭着自己的血汗养家糊口。我没有官场势力，靠着自己的勤劳过日子。我没有能够让我出人头地的爹，靠自己的健康换来一点幸苦钱打发未来。你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    I have no economic support, with their own sweat to feed their families. I have no official power, relying on their own diligence. Dad, I don't have to let me get on with their health in exchange for a little famous money sent in the future. What you say, you let me love my country？

辛辛苦苦在外靠打拼挣得一点钱，省吃俭用想盖几间房子让父母和孩子有一个温暖的家，可是房管局、土管局、城建办又要索取一大笔，盖起房子后，落下一屁股债，行息月月结，都成房奴了。你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    Hard outer played on to earn a little money, saving want to cover a few house let parents and children have a warm home, but, TuGuanJu, ChengJianBan of room canal bureau to ask for a lot of, to build a house, fall in debt, and line rate month knot, went into a mortgage slave. What you say, you let me love my country?

房债没还清，孩子又要上学，上有老我需要赡养，下有小我要积攒学费，日子怎么过？自己的父母、外父外母都得兼顾，生活逼得人直想跳楼。你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
 Room didn't pay off debt, the children go to school again, are I need support, feeling I want to collect fees, how to day? Their parents, and outside outside the father mother have to juggle life force straight want to jump off a building. What you say, you let me love my country?

老父老母为了帮我一把，到街头卖菜，被城管像赶牲畜一样吆喝、甚至打骂了，孩子在幼儿园有时候没有人接送，经常受罚，大人抬不起头，孩子也抬不起头。你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    Father mother to give me a hand, to the street selling vegetables, was Shouting to urban management as well as livestock, beat and scold, even sometimes no one shuttle children in kindergarten, often punished, adult lift head, children are reared its head. What you say, you let me love my country?

爷爷奶奶学大寨改造山河、修铁路、修公路、建桥梁、修河堤、、、全都义务，老了就被国家忘了，到死没见到国家一点扶助。父亲母亲抗洪抢险、修城市、建花园、盖楼房、修高铁、、、自己常常没有回家的路费，因为钱都补贴家用了。你说，你让我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    Grandma and grandpa emulating da-zhai transforming landscapes, railway, highway, bridge building, trim river bank,,,, all obligations, old is forget by the state, the haven't seen countries a little help to the death. Father mother fighting and emergency operations, city, garden building, building, trim high-speed rail of the trip,,,, I always go home, because the money subsidies household. What you say, you let me love my country?

我也曾经想过：像岳飞一样爱国，像雷锋一样爱国，像焦裕禄一样爱国，像陈永贵一样爱国，像王进喜一样爱国、、、
    I also once thought: like yue fei patriotic, patriotic like lei feng, like JiaoYuLu patriotic, like Chen Yonggui patriotic, patriotic like wang jinxi,,,,

可是，我验兵的时候没钱打点被刷了，我不能像岳飞一样尽忠职守。搀扶老太太差点被纠缠，我也不敢学雷锋了。至于焦裕禄吧，我实在没办法学，因为他是书记，我是一名最落魄的农家百姓，再说，他吃的是俸禄，我靠的是双手。我没有用武之地，也就无法效仿和传承。我很想学陈永贵，不能做官就种地，可是地被政府卖了。我想学王进喜，可是中国的油田和油井全都成私人的了，即使是国企，其实也是掌控在个别人手里。
    But, when I check soldier has not been brushed dot money, I can't like yue fei dedicated. To assist the old lady was almost entwine, I also dare not learn lei feng. As for JiaoYuLu right, I just can't learn, because he is a secretary, I am a peasant and the people of the most down and out, and he ate the food is, I was her hands. I don't have place, also won't be able to follow and inheritance. I really want to learn Chen Yonggui, can't do it farming, but sold by the government. I want to learn wang jinxi, but China's oil field and oil well all into private, even state-owned enterprises, is in the hands of individuals.

我失去了偶像和榜样，我拿什么作为动力？我没有生活的基础，我用什么承建精神的高楼？我的生活只剩空气和阳光没有收钱了，我拿什么爱我所处的国家？
    I lost my idol and role model, I take what as power? I don't live on the basis of, what I use contract to build the spirit of tall building? With air and sunshine to my life have no money, I love my country?

    谁不爱国？没有不爱国的人！但是，当国家不属于自己的时候，就没有人爱国了，因为爱别人的东西会被人耻笑的！
    Who is not patriotic? No not patriotic people! However, when the country does not belong to oneself, no one patriotic, because of love will be sneer at by the person on the other side!