爱你，可怎么才能不想你？

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爱你，可怎么才能不想你？原本以为，时间是最好的疗伤药，慢慢地，终归会忘记你。可是我高估了我的这一切，只要一静下来，脑海里总是浮现出你的眼神，你的笑容，你的一切。想你的时候就像是吸食鸦片，不想吸，却不知不觉上了瘾。而且还不知道是什么时候染上的毒瘾，原本不该继续去想你，念着你的，可是你能理解我的那种情不自禁么？今天我回去了，走过你曾经待过的每一个地方，思念如潮水般涌来，淹没了我。


你的动作、你的表情、你一切的一切，原本那冰封的门却再一次被打开来。坐在你的床前，幻想着你就在我的身边，看着你那甜美可爱的笑容，不由得呆住了！手指间的刺痛唤醒了我，原来烟已燃到了尽头；我再点燃了一颗烟，狠狠地把烟吸进了肺里，我应该听你的把烟戒了，不过你知道么？你不在我身边的时候，在这种时候我也只能这样麻痹大脑以至于不去过分想你，我快魔怔了，有时候我都好恨，老天为什么要让我们相遇却又不能相守。


昨晚我做梦了，梦到了你，梦到你离去，头也不回地离开，离去的列车渐渐走远，我哭着、喊着、追着一次一次跌倒，一次一次爬起来追，你却始终不曾转过身看一眼。在惊恐中醒来，我苦笑着这一切。捧着打湿的枕头，翻过面，继续躺下，这次却怎么也睡不着了，慢慢地窗外唤起了白晕，我知道天快要亮了…看着窗外，回忆一次又一次地侵袭着我，点燃一颗烟，狠狠地吸一口吞进肺里，这一刻好想好想你，压抑着不去想你，但怎么才能不想起你？

 


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