刻在锁骨“人皮面具”

个人日记

                                                                          失去你好久了  


                                                                      直到现在还忘不了你


                                                                       每当孤独的黑夜降临时


                                                                       我都会有意无意的想到你


                                                                        眼中的泪水也会不经意的划落


                                                                        心中的你


                                                                         心中的痛


                                                                         都随着黑夜慢慢的来临


                                                                         总想忘记你


                                                                          总想逃避现实


                                                                          但一切似乎都是天意


                                                                          我始终忘不了你


                                                                           也许爱的越深伤的越深


                                                                          因为我不想那一次回到那无眠的夜晚


                                                                          那晚你静静的趟在我的怀抱里睡着了


                                                                          望着孤独的电脑


                                                                          脑中不经意的又想到我与你在一起的幸福时光

                                                                          

                                                                         我们的一 切都是从电脑开始           从电脑里结束


                                                                         也许你不该是我的


                                                                          但现在才知道似乎太迟了


                                                                           不能爱的


                                                                            不该爱的


                                                                            我都爱过了


                                                                           我还乘下什么


                                                                          一张虚伪的人皮面具吗


                                                                          夜无眠的夜


                                                                          孤独的我坐在电脑的屏光下


                                                                          无精打采的抽着那浑浊的香烟


                                                                           夜是漫长的


                                                                            但似乎也快


                                                                           静静的抽完一包烟后


                                                                      
当阳光逐渐地爬起，追逐了黑暗，滑过琉璃，折射出细细碎碎的光，刺透着的双眼，然后微微地忍着疼痛缓缓地睁开了双眸，想着？……熟悉而又陌生的名字，犹如刻在锁骨的名，卑微地生疼，生疼……

 

                                                                               我心痛


                                                                               我心以死

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