F life reflection
个人日记
Yeah,it is like knowless,confusing,actually, I don`t know why or exactly I knew it all along, I keep
it away from me for thousands miles, I just did it on purpose .It like making me feel safe or
comfortable or something like that. Last night I had dream,all about my life thses years , all of them
just a pop dream, I never been through it. I jumped back at my primary school place , I recognised my
classmates, the platform ,the trees and the buildings ,they are just right there and I`m being with them,we`re having a queue for some reasons
and I was so excited,I thought I could do better now, all my messed way would be gone forever and yeah
I can start all over again, be someone else,but I was so tired, could I do it with a fresh start? I am
not the F very person anymore,just not,like I`ve been tortured by time, I`m not young anymore.It`s
just a dream but I so long for it.like I wanna rewrite my history ,just not like this.
Yeah I had that dream and I wanna keep it aloud,then the reality will tell me the truth deeply,noway!I
guess I`m just a little home-sick, a little sensitive,a little missing the old days. I never knew the
deep cos Im a so superface person, or I`m a coward,from the head to toe, I was avoiding
things,escape,just afraid to see the face of reality,I pretended I don`t give a shit, like a steel
heart man with no emotions, a fake, atotally failed to me.
Who knows what will be there in my coming dreaming, But Im so missing my mum and dad, they can ease
my pain out of my heart.
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