恋上了雨天

个人日记

又一次到小妹家,又一次在雨里哭泣,脸颊流的水滴,不知是泪水还是雨水

我喜欢下雨天,喜欢一个人淋雨,这样子,就算流再多的眼泪,别人也看不见,只有自己知道,凉凉的液体是雨水,热乎乎的液体是泪水。

-------------周末于小妹家

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总是写着没人看得懂的文字,总是更新着没人看得懂的心情,恋上悲伤的文字、恋上悲伤的音乐,总是很努力的在文字中、在歌词中找寻着自己的身影,却发现文字里的歌词里的始终不是自己,然而,我恋上了雨天,一个人欣赏着雨水打落在脸颊的感觉、一个人欣赏着下雨天那凉飕飕的冷气,雨天、心总会不由自主的疼。

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我总是在夜深人静的时候记忆如刀光剑影般迅速的充斥我的脑海及心灵,总是感到自己是那样的孤独,又常常感到一种来自内心的疲惫,倦怠,沮丧,所有开心的不开心的往事一幕幕轮流上演,曾经的多少人,多少情,多少事早已酝酿成酒,醉了自己。


  
  好想一个人,静一静,关上门,光上窗,关上所有这个世上的关联。然后,把自己丢在一个角落里,尽情的吐露积压在心里的闷气。一直以为自己是多么的坚强,现在才发现自己是那么的不堪一击,最后还是要跌倒,就连爬起的力气都没有。伤感的我,只能在伤感中度过,真正的我还是那么的渺小。回头看看走过的路,除了悲哀就剩伤感,原来伤感,真的来自于自己的内心深处

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总是恋上雨天这种感觉,看着纷飞的雨滴落在脸上,身上,却感觉不到它的冰凉,反而却非常的眷恋于它,不想它就那么悄然而逝,总是想它一直陪伴,我是真的恋上了雨天?还是恋上了雨天的这种伤感呢?问问自己,总是摇摇头,然后还是答应自己,是恋上了雨天吧。

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