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about me

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    I have no clue why you would even start reading this, but thank you if you do. First, if you hate me; that's okay I can be SOB from time to time. I don't like many people and that's just the way I am. I don't let a lot of people in my life. If you do, you'll get hurt. My opinions and feelings change every day. One day I'll love you , the other day I can't stand you. I really wish I was simple , but I'm not. On the other hand, I know now that the people who stood by my side from day one and are still here, really love me. 'Cause I can assure you they've been through hell. I wouldn't be me if I was a simple boy who nods him head at everything people say. I have a lot of ex-friends, ex-best friends and ex-girlfriends but life goes on and every day new people come into your life, remember that. For me the meaning of life is heavy; but in a while it all turns around in something good. I don't have many interests. I like spending time with my love, I never spent more than 2 days without her. she's amazing. she's actually the only one I can be myself with. she completes me in every single way. I used to run from love. In the past, when I would fall in love with a girl , I'd dump her and try everything to forget about her. But this one, she's special. Instead of making me run, she gave me every reason to stay. Yeah, we can fight but at the end of the day , we know we can't go on without each other. I love you and that's from the heart. I also like listening to my iPod. I used to party and drink a lot but I know now that those 2 things don't take away the problems. I've never touched weed in my whole life and I will never do it either. Not 'cause I'm a wussy, just because I don't need that shit to have fun or feel good. It's my choice , I'm not ready to screw up my life. I never bought cigarettes in my whole life ( I did smoke some in the past to get a long with the crowd ) and alcohol is a part of my past. And I am not saying I'll never get drunk in my life again, I'm just saying not every weekend. I've seen a lot of bands live. The ones I haven't seen yet are the ones I want to see the most;  The Used and Green Day. My music taste is very variable, I like heavy rock songs but I love to dance to pop and hiphop. I realise that famous musicians are just human beings, not Gods. They are very lucky to do the job they love and make money of it. I will not answer to comments as ' how are you? ' ' wazzup? '. It's a waste of time for me. I'm not on tom a lot anymore and I could care less about people a thousand miles away from me ( unless you're dying of course ). If you want to speak to me, say something interesting. I don't need to know that you bought a new skirt today. I hate people writing like this, ' how r u ' 'i like u 4-everrr '. If you're a asshole or something? please get out my sight!~
                                          

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