不眠之夜[一]个人日记

不眠之夜[一]

个人日记

我记的是从去年的10月份开始,我就有一种不好的感觉.为此常常做噩梦就吓醒了,心慌而睡不着也经常失眠.几乎每晚也睡不了几个小时,最多也就4个小时多一点,因为我每天5点上早班4.40就的起.为了此事 [2年6个月都没有结果,我有点撑不住了，我不敢去面对那一天，如果真的有那么一天的话，不敢想下去，因为我接受不了]我感到很后悔,后悔也没有办法.唯一的办法就是等待.......我的等待是苦涩的也是无奈的.

在这一年里我没有发过脾气,[可是在梦里老发]不高兴时一个人默默流泪，我不知道在这个世上还能相信谁?现在的我不原意和人相处,每天一个人静静的呆在家里.我的生物钟变的黑白颠倒了.这一年我过的真累.是心累。

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