中毒了,我该怎么办?

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       傍晚天阴沉沉的,快要下雨了吧?春雨季节的天气总是这样,这两天下午雨断断续续的在下,太阳总是不知所踪。这样的天气总是让人心情很沉闷烦躁,很感触。而又不知道在远方的你还好吗?今天心情烦躁之极,糟糕之极,我想我是中毒了。中了你的毒,中了相思的毒。毒性在这些日子一点一点的累积,慢慢地侵食着我的心。压抑不了的牵肠挂肚一次又一次的袭击着我,折磨着我。我想,快不行了吧?离疯狂不远了吧?接着离崩溃也近了吧?我尽量用冷漠和假装的怒火来淡漠你,冷落你,以为这样能让我在以后没有你的日子里可以过得好一点。可是我错了!这种压抑痛苦的感觉却是挥之不散,日益增加。我想哭,却哭不出来。谁来拯救我?我该怎么办?算了吗?还是算了吧!“最好的幸福是有人可以牵挂,最好的辛苦是想你想到哭”! ­

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       再见了,我的爱人!!! ­

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冬天里的春天

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